Currently Watching Secret Window By Johnny Depp, John Turturro, Maria Bello see related

Boy.. just when you think nothing bad could ever happen to you.. and the next thing you know you turn around.. and it happens, not only does it happen it bites you on the butt, spins you around and smacks you in the face..

The one thing that every person dreads the most the feeling of being violated but im not talking about physically.. which didnt happen to me, however my car got broken into, the only valubles they took was the radio/cd player with a remote and my whole case of cds.. perhaps the whole thing is only worth along the lines of 350-400 dollars.. which completely sucks bex most of those cds of mine are my faves and they are gone but certainly replaceable..they hold sentimental value to me..

You know that feeling that you get when you buy something for the first time and you listen to it you remember why you bought it in the first place. And the feeling that you get when you listen to it and it fits the mood on how you felt. Thats what i mean by the feeling of sentimentalness to me.. and now its gone its like a part of a void in my life that is gone..

well now that im feeling quite sad and no longer feeling any ephoria im gonna go and finish off a project that im currently working on.. until then.. maybe ill check my car into mtvs pimp my ride.. but nah.. why should i.. if its gonna get stolen again.. so nah.. lata..

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I'm so sorry.. four months over due of an update.. lets see

I finished school.. which I'm totally greatful about.. and now with both of my parents in discussion.. uhh they kinda want me to go back to school and get my other degree.. which I am seriously considering.. and now days.. I have a great guy in my life.. whom is so much better than the last one.. ugh.. he was a jerk to me ugh.. however if I didnt break up with the one that I was with prior I wouldnt have found the one that I'm with now.. we have had already discussions about marriage and what not.. and we have only been together for I believe 2-3 months now.. I'm certianly not going to complain about anything right now.. nor should I be.. I'm just going to be greatful with all that I have..

I am however seriously thinking about getting another tattoo.. I have what I want in mind however it has to be designed.. again.. yes again.. I had it designed in my art class and one of my friend bradley was supposed to finish it off for me.. and he didnt.. nor did he ever come back to school.. I miss bradley.. although he never really looked like a bradley to me.. he was well what can I say about him.. other than he dresses dark.. and has a dark outlook on life.. and there I was quite the opposite of him.. although I dont wear pink.. hmm..

Now that I look back.. I certainly do miss alot of people that I dont get to see very often.. and those are the ones that make the most impact on your life.. well.. im gonna sign off.. cya.

I GOT A TATTOO!!!!

Well theres a story behind the reason for getting it.. but I rather not discuss it.. so.. Ill catch ya all on the flip side.. byes!

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Can I just say Oy!?

My lord man.. I just spent the weekend traveling..and I am exhausted to the bone! Friday night right after class my dad came by to pick up my room mate and I to head down to LA.. Ofc my roommate was late.. as persay usual.. typical.. She was at a friends place hangin.. while I actually got out of class pretty early.. which was nice.. we got out around 930.. I was like yay.. but my dad and I had to wait for my roommate to travel back to the dorm from her friends place.. so soon as she got her stuff ready we were on the go (which was like about 1130 by then)..

We arrived to LA around 5am.. ofc.. not to mention we ended up in pasadena instead of LA wrong part of town that we wanted to look for, for the restaurant that we are doing our externship at. so we had to turn all the way around and go back to LA.. ofc by then we were sleepy.. my dad and I mostly.. my room mate was passed out cold the whole way there ofc.. (she was drinkin.. mind you..not safe for us if she drove.. ofc.. dont tell my dad that!).. so at that time.. we had time to kill in order for us to meet our Chef (5pm.. whoo) so we managed to find a hotel.. and get some sleep before we headed to the restaurant to meet our Chef and check out what the restuarant was about and what we would be doing for our externship and things like that .. ofc most of us we passed out on the beds and slept.. (not to mention there wasnt anything on tv either..) Soon as 4 pm rolled around.. we freshened up and got dressed and headed to the restaurant.. oh yeah before I forget.. we also checked out some housing down there as some possiblity.. we'll see what happend to that .. (ofc we it was early in the morning when we did that.. )

We met the chef.. (she was so super nice!) and we sat down and ate dinner there.. it was sooooo good.. oh my gosh.. it made me greatful that the fact that I actually stumbled upon their website,  (its ciudad-la.com) when I was looking for some scholarship info for work related purposes and since then havent looked back to do my externship anywhere else.. Now heres a little tidbit about me.. my father had never really tried certian foods.. such as cervices, duck, yucca, goat cheese, plantain.. and all kinds of good stuff and ever since he has been hangin around me he has been trying pretty much everything now.. which is good.. because he's starting to broaden his taste buds..

And my room mate and I got the chance to see the kitchen  before we left which was cool.. our chef was the only female in the kitchen.. I'm pretty sure theres more they are just in the back that we didnt see them .. and then theres the waiting staff.. they were soo nice.. which was fantastic.. I'm soo super stoked to be doing my externship there.. I cant wait! and heres the best part.. we dont have to start on the 21 like we should be of this month.. we get the whole week off before we start.. bex apparently our chef is flying out that week and she wants to be there to teach us everything that goes on in the kitchen.. so.. thats really kew too.. yay.. Im happy..  after dinner followed by some decadent dessert.. I was soo full by the end of the night.. and at the same time disappointed that we had to leave.. paid and left  and was on the road by 730.. ofc being in LA theres traffic.. so.. ofc we headed back..  to SF by 130am.. ohh yeah not to forget my torturous event that my dad and roommate had done to me.. they did a ABBA duet with the cd.. ohh goody theres so much to tell my therapist when ever I decide to see one one day..oh wait.. maybe I wont need to see one one day.. *chuckles* Okay yeah.. not gonna go there..

Wow.. that was an insane weekend.. but it was soo much fun.. I really enjoyed it.. not to mention that there were several cute guys down in LA.. that I was like.. hmm.. I wonder if  I get your name and number honey.. *laughs* a few years back.. I dont think I would have done that.. but now.. oh I would so totally do that.. *laughs*

That morning when my roommate and I headed back up to our dorm room.. we just took off our shoes and climbed into bed and slept until the afternoon.. well until 1130 (Ofc then there was a protest that happend to be down on the street of where we live protesting against KFC.. something of other on boycotting it.. I guess.. like I really care.. bex I dont eat at KFC.. I did once.. and that was more than enuf for me.. ).. then got up took a shower (ofc getting up was painful.. my lord.. had I known that my ass would be in pain I wouldnt have driven or slept in a seated position ohh yeah thats gonna go down in my memory bank..*laughs*), did laundry.. cleaned up and little by little started packing our stuff.. wow.. its only gonna be two more weeks left into skool until we leave.. I'm kinda sad and am kinda not..ohh my goodness i just realized something.. I happend to look at the calender and I see theres only one weekend left for me to be here.. in SF.. I think I'm gonna take that chance to party harty before I leave.. I think.. yeah.. that sounds like something to do.. *nods* yeah..until then.. I'll get the chance to write up another update before I leave for LA.. who knows where I'll be after those three months are up.. but dont worry if I happend to disappear for a while.. and then show up again for only several months.. at least you would all know that Im still kickin it.. so until then.. I'm gonna sign off..

adieu-

Currently Reading Hidden Fires By Sandra Brown see related

Oy!!

Now.. I know everyone out there is tired at some point.. now.. I asked my boss this morning if I can come in to work earlier than..my usual hours.. which was ten to two.. to now my newer hours at eight to noon.. and now Im wondering if I made the right decision.. here I am.. exhausted beyond belief.. and plus the fact that I also have to drive down LA.. on Friday night right after class..

Now why am I so exhaused you ask.. well lets review.. I start class at 3pm now.. to 10pm.. mind you thats one class.. very long class which we dont really get any breaks.. if you count ten mins for whatever you want to do.. which usually means cleaning up.. and then theres work.. I usually get to work around ten in the am.. and get off at two.. which leaves me very little time to take a break before class.. now most of my classmates in my group.. want us to show up at two.. now.. mind you at that point.. I have to head back home.. to change.. and gather all my stuff to go back to skool and be in class just in time.. so.. thus I got up this morning.. to go to work.. I saw my boss and asked her if I can come in earlier this time.. hopefully getting myself a little more time to prepare in the afternoon for skool.. and do a little bit of studying.. and hopefully pack a small bag for this weekend.. so now.. that leaves me in how many hours of sleep left over? well actually just enuf to get by.. and then deal with it for the next two weeks.. so.. lets see.. what else..

ohh yeah my knee has been killin me in class.. every movement and everytime that I walk has been excrueating  for me.. so each time I stand up straight.. I can feel my knee about ready to pop and I am about ready to topple over..also adding to my list of pain.. my back almost went out on me last night.. man.. that was fun.. *rolls my eyes* so with that said.. im gonna head out to do some paper work.. so cya..